quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger

its so hard practicing this. so hard. why do i want to always fix everything? ah. i've been wrestling with this a lot lately. i've been quick to respond, and quick to get angry. this is really really not good. i feel like i always have to have an answer. isn't that what you want when you ask a question? an answer? but slowly realizing, somethings gotta give, somethings gotta change. i can't show grace if i don't slow down. listen listen listen. i need to be all ears. k bye.